Man, everytime I think that things are actually going to go well for awhile, something somehow or another has to go wrong. I'm bout to just give up... I love him, but maybe I don't want to anymore.... Whatever, I guess that's what I get. It doesn't even seem like he cares, like I'm being used. That's what I get I guess... Whatever.

Currently Listening Garth Brooks By Garth Brooks If Tomorrow Never Comes see related

WHAT HO?! LOL! Anyone who saw that Shakespeare troup knows what I'm talking about! Yeah, so apparently, Boswell wants to go out with me. HAHAHA, let me think about that one...  uh NO! I swear the next person to come up to me and say "Are you going out w/ Boswell?" I'm going to smack them! WE ARE NOT GOING OUT! Also, those who find it funny to call me when I have a raspy and sore throat, STOP DOING IT! IT HURTS TO TALK! So there you have it! BTW, here's a picture of MY HOT SEXY CRUSH... DUSTIN!

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x : What You Have

[x] a cell phone
[x] a straightener
[x] your own computer
[x] your own car
[x] good grades-ish
[x] "PINK" underwear from victoria's secret
[ ] dooney & bourke purse
[ ] a boyfriend
[x] a curling iron
[] every fall out boy cd
[x] something from american eagle
[x] something from abercrombie
[x] something from hot topic
[x] a pet
[x] some type of trophy/award
[ ] a queen size bed
[ ] a mini ipod
[x]a jersey from a professional team
[x]more than $50 in my purse/wallet
[x] a radio/cd player
[ ] monster, full throttle, amp, etc. in ur fridge
[ ] something related to green day
[x] xanga
[] myspace
[x] make-up
[ ] a desk in your room
[x(an anthill)] a hill in your backyard
[ ] a pair of skis
[x] alarm clock
[x] a pair of ice skates
[x] rollerblades
[ ] treadmill
[ ] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[x] AIM
[x] Yahoo!
[x] MSN
[ ] ICQ
[x] perfume/cologne
[x] bath and body works lotion
[x] necklaces && bracelets && earrings
[ ] a journal/diary
[x] toothbrush
[ ] peaches in ur fridge
[] x's in your screename
[x] a birthday between may & september
[x] famous relative
[x] a relative that lives in a different state
[x] a disowned relative
[ ] an electric scooter
[ ] your own bathroom
[] your own band
[x] any rock band shirts
[ ] gamecube
[x] guitar
[x] a hammock
[ ] a basketball net
[ ] a soccer net
[x] a bike
[ ] You have a mini van
[x] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a vc andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
[ ] bad grades-ish
[] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[ ] sparkly blue nail polish
[ ] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody
[ ] the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[x (not that it means anything)] a promise ring
[ ] Pool Table
[ ] swimming pool
[ ] a trampoline
[ ] deadjournal
[x] flip flops
[ ] steve madden flats
[x] the sims
[ ] a ping pong table
[ ] air hockey table
[] a basement
[x] converses
[x] construction paper
[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[x] coloring books
[x]nice singing voice
[x] XBOX
[] PS2
[x (diabetes)] some type of disease
[ ] Rose red movie
[x] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[x] a mom or a dad
[x] an older brother(s)
[] a younger brother(s)
[ ] an older sister(s)
[ ] a younger sister(s)
[ ] a sled
[ ] a lake/pond near my house
[x] family who you love
[x] friends who you love


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9 lasts:
last cigarette: Friday with Robert
last beverage: Pine-orange banana juice
last kiss: 2 weeks ago (or 5 days ago if you want to count one that doesn't mean much, from Dustin)
last movie seen: When A Stranger Calls
last phone call: Holly
last call you called: Robert Mitchall
last cd played: PAT GREEN
last time you cried: all week basically
last thing you did: run a mile (i got a new sports bra!)
last thing ate: Hamburger
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8 have you evers:

-Have you ever dated someone twice: yes.
-Have you ever skinny dipped: yes.
-Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it:yes, mostly this summer and 5 days ago
-Have you ever fallen in love: YES!
-Have you ever lost someone you loved: yes...
-Have you ever been depressed: yes
-Have you ever been drunk and thrown up: This summer
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7 states you've been to:

1) Texas
2) Louisiana
3) Oklahoma
4) Arkansas
5) Colorado
6) Alabama
7) Missouri

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6 things you've done today:

1. Wrote
2. Drove
3. played halo
4. Called and texted Holly, Alli, Dustin
5. Cried
6. Laughed

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5 favorite things:

1. sleep
2. driving
3. making out/cuddling
4. talking
5. laughing

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4 people you can tell pretty much ANYTHING to:

1. Tarrah
2. Holly
3. Brandon
4. Graham

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3 wishes:

1. things went back to the way they were
2. I could go swimming... right now... with a turtle... named Frank
3. my '69 Hemi Charger was fixed up completely

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2 colors you like:

1. GREEN!
2. orange
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1 thing you regret:

1. my mistakes over the summer and this year with a certain someone